B4 April's departure: 4/12

this april, 2014 was filled with new friends, new experiences like seeing a movie at AMC30 that i haven't been to in a long time.  also, a job ended on a sunday and in the evening a new job began.  seriously!  Canvas has been going really good.  the messages are good and i like having gone through hebrews for this time period.  got to do some service on good friday.  had some small issues with finances and bills but God quickly rectified them.  my truck was out of commission for a week but it is now running great.  and i was out of power for a week too, but God's got me covered again.  it is just how it is.  not supposed to be or expected to be.  

there are definitely some control issues coming my way.  i am very apparent to them, as i always have been.  control by "leadership" of the same organizations that choke me out!  

i rejoice in the Lord though, that the world receives me.  yes, even though i have some weirdnesses, my fellow work mates at my jobs, and my bosses,  do not discriminate me.  like church does.  

i am still uncomfortable with the prejudices being allocated within "ministry".

but that is the life of a prophet.

i have uncovered some key verses from Scriptura and they are affirming the plans laid for me.

plans dealing with "gardening/orchard" and "demons/fallen angels" and "writing/recording".

i am so excited to not only uncover more of these plans for my life, but to decipher them.

and most will be assimilated with music ♫♪♪♫♫♪♪♪

new made friendships will falter.
rekindled interests will dim to darkness.
leadership will always discriminate and follow itself rather than Trinity.
i will walk the Way. i will stay focused on Truth.  and i will live with the Life.

namaste