B4 March's departure: 3/12

So far, this March has been the funnest March of 2014.  pretty much with the amount of photos i got to take.  Lights.  Midnights.  People.  so let's go down the hallway of pictures for my March of 2014!!!

 cool boys

fun FUN friend Amber.  we both wear glasses.

my friend Gabi brought back this coffee from El Salvador just for me!

 i remember we camped out and only around 2am did it feel a little chilly.

 good few friends from Canvas!

Jeremiah and Yiskah were both taught by my father at some point of their young life.  and now they're all grown up!





Larry Garrett and his song circle at Foo's!  i got to play about 5 of my songs.

 I like breakfast!  yummmmm

Yes, this month was a lot happier than February.  and January.  once April hits, i don't know what that will bring.  I keep thinking of getting out of here, though.  not to find happiness elsewhere, but to get away from the pain.  even my sweet tooth (for Strawberry Cheesecake Ice Cream) doesn't last long.

there seems to be only ONE thing that lasts forever.  at least i'm a part of it.

check out my blogs:
http://dejagain.wordpress.com/

http://aelcarimiam.tumblr.com/

namaste

camping march 10!! 2014 cold but fun.

camping 1 night before the snowlike drizzle and cold rain!

B4 February Departure: 2/12 2014

B4 February's departure: 2/12

so this february 2014 has had it's ups and downs.

this picture is an upper, though.  good friends, musical at that, too.

they stayed the night!  and i had the privilege of cooking for them.  :-)

i am also very glad i met my new friend Amber.  

snow.  cold.  dry.  lightning.  storms.  bare christmas trees.  cut down.  :-(

just found out this month that i would fall under the "introvert" category or title.

so i looked up some info about introverts.  and i concur.  

saddens me what i am discovering about myself, though.

angers me what i am realizing about why and how easy it has been for "close" ones to reject me, embarrass me, abuse me, condemn me.  and people don't believe the abuse until they see it.  

but ... ... ... when i do stop to see and hear who is still with me, talking to me, listening to me, encouraging me, laughing with me, eating with me, agreeing with me, embracing me, seeing me, then i don't feel so bad.  

the moments are passing each other, feuding with one another, making comparisons to and of them selves.  

these moments, i trust, are not scripted by me or by our Creatorz.  

they just are.

and if i live through these passing shifts in time then it just confirms that i am living.

this very near complete end of February, 2014, ok, actually has been well for me.

i've detached myself from the abusers.  "religion" "control" "x family" "and GD bad luck"!

and i'm reconnecting myself with those i have veered far away from.

nuclear family.  new wine.  new wine skins.  and not good luck, just better options.  

i'm choosing to reconnect again, and if one or many discourage me, occasionally, 

adios.  yes, to God.  and only to God be the glory.

oh this a new website i'm working on

http://waurane.wix.com/waurane

i'll be updating it often.  

and new blog with a specific purpose.

http://livealive.microblr.com/

somethingz to shoot for, eh.

:-)

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